25.5.09

Thirty...



have you ever think the number of thirty...?


Thirty...

All I ever think about the number is the title of TV Show, called 30 Rock otherwise I don’t know what else using that number

Thirty...

Is how old I am, to be exact, yesterday on May 24th, I’m having my 30th birthday.
There isn’t something special on my 30 birthday, I’m just one year older, but none the wiser, feels a bit weird to reach thirty, I’m trying to look ro all the things that I’ve done or any accomplishment in my life, since some friends told me that your career will begin in thirty, well for the past few years I’ve been upside downs in career, however I could get this senior manager position even without any degree in my cv, I guess that’s an achievement, for my love life even it was hard in our first year, at this moment I have a beautiful wife and we’re expecting a daughter to come. I know that I still haven’t got any perfect house for us to life yet we are capable to rent a small house in the city, guess that’ll be our next target, hopefully right before I reach thirty five I already could provide a house for my family, amien.

I don’t know why, but almost every year, I always wait for the birthday wishes from my friends, there’s always a real good friend of mine that never miss her wishes for me on my birthday from our time in highschool (well it’s been twelve years since we’re graduate from high school, thanks Sis, you’re a real good friend of mine), just right from midnight I’ve already had birthday wishes, from my beloved wife, my wife’s cousin, and my best friend / brother, in the morning my parents and my brother called wishes me a good year ahead (thanks ma, pa and bro) after that I’ve looked into my blackberry than I found that lots of my friend message me on Facebook even from a friends that hasn’t been in any contact with me for years (thank goodness for facebook)

My wife says that she hasn’t able to buy me a gift but she said that perhaps our daughter is the best gifts that she could give to me, yet I rally aggree with her, I just can’t wait to hold and kiss my daughter.

Thanks for all the good birthday wishes guys...from text messages, phone calls, facebook wall comments, even from Yahoo messenger, it’s true that we have to cherish everyday in our life, cause we’re only live once right, and for that I am trully blessed.

Today, just right a second after my birthday, my mom also having her birthday moment, happy birthday mom, thanks for all those things that you given to me, you’re the queen in my heart, Love you mom.

13.5.09

Masih dilanda kebosanan dan kejenuhan tingkat tinggi

Okay hari ini gw kembali dilanda kemalasan...rasa malas dan jenuh yang sudah menghinggapi hidup gw selama beberapa minggu belakangan, huuuuaaahhhhh

Pagi ini gw bangun sekitar jam 8 pagi, tepatnya saat bunda bangunin gw karena dia mau berangkat kerja, setelah mengecup keningnya dan tak lupa gw cium perutnya sambil berbisik "bebeb, jangan terlalu nakal yah nak, nanti malam ayah sayangin lagi"
dan gw pun kebali terlelap memeluk guling.

09.03 am gw terbangun oleh bunyi sms di bb gw, dengan mata masih setengah merem gw baca sms dari boss gw...

okay, gw disuruh ikut meeting di proyek jam 1 siang...

...dan...

gw kembali terlelap...zzzzzzzzzzz

singkat cerita, gw kebangun jam 11, langsung tumpak tung tung, panik dan kaget, buru-buru gw mandi, dandan (yang ini sedikit berlebihan) trus manasin mobil dan melaju kencang menuju proyek (thank God, jalanan cukup bersahabat siang ini)

alkisah jam 5 gw sdh kembali ke kantor, tepatnya setelah bergulat dengan keinginan utk langsung pulang, tapi otak dan hati gw hari ini cukup keras dan menyuruh gw untuk kembali ke kantor.

kutak-kutik budgeting, bales2 email fans (yang ini berlebihan dan bohong) bales email client dan bales email salah satu manager artis internasional akhirnya gw meluncur ke dunia maya, setelah baca blog wajib gw yaitu blog sahabat gw yang baru menikah, blog sahabat dan juga inspirasi tulisan gw dan juga sahabat gw yang akhirnya nulis lagi setelah gw cela gw browse ke beberapa blogger indonesia, hingga mampirlah gw ke blog Raditya Dika, Ndoro Kakung dan Paman Tyo ga lupa mampir ke blognya Dewi Lestari, pada akhirnya gw iseng untuk check statistik pengunjung blog gw.....dah hasilnya...NOL Besar huahahahah ternyata ga ada yang berkunjung, hiks hiks

*Menghibur diri sendiri mode on* khan gw buat blog hanya untuk menylurkan segala sesuatu yang pengen gw tumpahin dan lepasin dari kepala gw yah....hihihihihi

ayo semangat menulis lagi.....tapi untuk siapa?? jegerrrrrrr *dihantam petir* halahhhhhh